So as always today I again woke up late at 11 AM. Today I have a test in my coaching and I am not ready for that because I am just a random guy who is not taking his life seriously. I think that life is a boat which is just drowning in life's sea automatically and not sure that where it will reach at the end but it's going on. So on my test day I started my study after an hour.

My coaching is at 6PM. So I am sure that I will complete my study before the coaching. And you know what subject is going to test , it's "History" which is a good subject but it gives u a lot of amount of sleep even after a sleep of 10 hours. As always I again felt monotonous during the study so I thought that I need some motivation to study. So I opened YouTube and the first video recommended was a video on meme so my unstable mind clicked on it and then what I just fell into a hole of social media. After using 35 minutes of YouTube I realised that I forgot to watch the motivational video. Then I searched for it and at that particular time the notification of insta pop out. I saw that the girl whom with I talked. I know that you are thinking Oh! wow he is so popular and confident that he can talk to girls well it's not reality . Actually in that chat I messaged her only and she just saw it but in that day she replied me,"I have a boyfriend ". Under that message I saw a message from insta that I no longer can text or message her 😶.

So after that heartbreak I saw a post related to motivation. In that post the message is, "Dream Big , Think Big and Do big" so I thought big that what I am doing big in my life and I couldn't relate to that , so I went to reels section and spend some more time( actually 40 minutes including the chat). After that I go for bath and did my lunch. At 3PM I again realised that I did not study anything till now. I thought that life is not depended on a piece of paper and I again procrastinated and did not study. After some minutes my mom came and asked me about my preparation of test then I thought life is not depended on that paper but my treatment at my home after the result depends on that paper. So I again went to study table and read questions and answers as fast as I can. After a hard work of 30 minutes I took a break of 15 minutes . I know it's not a good technique but for me it's suitable. I study for some hours in order to get some piece of salt mark. When the time came for my departure from home I got ready and went for coaching. In coaching some friends like me made some cheats and promised me to share it with me during exam. But as we know that how loyal our friends are. They did what they want to do means 'no help'. I struggled for 1 hour. My forehead was full of sweats . Now I am thinking that it is a best technique of burning calories by not doing anything . So as always I wrote my answers in such a handwriting which I even can't understand . When the tutor took the answer sheets from students I again requested my friends to give that cheat so one of those gave me a cheat but I am unable to write because the tutor took the answer sheet from me very rudely like he knew that I did not write anything. Actually I wrote only 5 questions of short questions and 2 long questions which is just of 2 lines. I know that my test did not go well but the crush of mine who also read in our coaching asked me that how my test gone. I answered her very confidently with lots of sweat on my face, "Yeah the test was tough but I am able to managed it." She said," Today's test was actually tough. " When she said that I felt very happy that I am not the only one who faces difficulty in test. But she is in the top 10 ranked students in her school. After that conversation I felt very relaxed.

But when I came to home and my mom asked me about the test, my heart beat is gonna pumping at a speed of 200times per minute. But somehow I managed it.

At night means now I am just curious that I will be passed or not . So I wrote this story to share my problems with you all readers. Hopefully u will like this story. I know what I write is not a story but my mind is just thinking to do it.

If you don't mind please follow me and help me to grow. And thanks for spending your precious time to read this useless story and don't forget to pray for me for not getting that much bad treatment from my mom after the results.

Bye Bye 🙂😀